That's right. I'm back.
and i'm actually going to post things.

Since my last journal entry, which might i add; was very long ago-
my life has completely ended.

Daniel (yes, the guy i was madly, crazy, truly in love with) broke up with me over something i'm still not sure of.
but you know...i've grown up now. i've grown up a LOT.
i've changed a lot because of it, and if he ever speaks to me again he'll most definitely see it.

but because of the break-up, besides that i lost everything i cared for, and all desire to keep going...
i grew up, gained all/most of my old friends that really mattered to me back, made tighter friendships, got a greater interest in my art, and life seems generally good.

dont get me wrong; nothing is "good". but i'm dealing.
i dont need someone like that in my life, not now anyway. he has a little growing up to do as well.
i think if i grew up anymore, i'd be 40. D;
we dont want that.

anyway; besides that.
i think i'm ready to start posting things in here from class. i'm applying to VCU next month; but i'm really not going to get butthurt about it if i dont make it in.
theres nothing in Richmond for me anymore; and everything in Newport News.

we'll see what happens!

expect some things to be uploaded soon.






(sorry if this post sounds jumbled. i have a lot of thoughts running through my head; but i have a fever of 103..)